My Promise Towards Myself

Oh wowowowowowow!!!! It has been awhile since I post. Let's just say this is my very first August post :D. I really miss my blog so much.
Since my parents forbids me to go any club meeting and accessing the internet I feel kinda rebellious.
I know you guys are wondering why am I using the internet, well, it's the weekend so yeah.
SO far my life is fine but there is this main priority I need to study study study, cause, I have this very BIG exam coming up this October. Yup, I'm not really gonna blog for the next 2 months.
The BIG exam that I'm talking about is PMR. It's an exam where it helps you whether you're gonna be in any type of class. Actually the learning standard here in Malaysia is kinda low :(. But it is still awesome.

The trial exam is next week so I'm kinda nervous. I feel disappointed with myself for not studying well. I do study but there is too much pressure on me. My parents are really pushing me to study. Sometimes my parents doesn;t seem to have any faith in me that I can score straight A's.

Study,Study,Study. My head keeps on chanting on those words. I'm actually ignoring myself. Yes, I have a different me. You can say I'm bipolaric :(.

Back to point of this blog title. I have some promises I want to make to myself and let you guys know it. Who knows maybe you guys wanna make your own promises, to your own of course :). Okay, here I go.

1) After the PMR, I will write a novel and try my best to share with others. Maybe I'll post here. If possible, I wanna publish it. Gosh, I'm making myself excited.

2) I must score straight A's. In order to do so, I must study, study, study. Study smart not study hard :)

3) I must slim down before next year. I must go through some crazy diets and do some exercises. I hate doing this but it is for my own good.

There you go, Those are my promises :) I hope you guys still catch up with me cause you might never know I might post sometimes. And if you have twitter pls do follow me and Instagram too :) Ciao!