When I read back my blog and seeing all my post. I seem so happy but to be honest my life is not so perfect in real life.
controversial. depression. loneliness.
"I'm like a single black grey rose that is unwanted"
You see, I don't really like being an emo person cause it doesn't seem to fit my character :( . Although I have great friends like Ren adn Fara who understands me and accepting me for who I am. but . They are deserve better friends than me.
I feel kinda like a burden to my friends. I hate myself. being lonely is not an easy feeling.
Having this blog helps me to express my feelings day by day. I believe that I'm not the only one who is having a hard time.
Everyone has their own colours to their life :)
I never have the guts to show my lonely side. Sometimes my parents would scold me for being a moody person sometimes. I don't mind about it. They have rigths though.
As I see through my FB friends photo. I kinda like felt lonely cause I sometimes wish that I was there with them and I would tell to myself
"Aaron, you're only giving burden to them"
I'm a failure in everything I do in real life, there is nothing I can do
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